(oh Edwin…. :))
Why hello good people out there. So today was the first day of Raya. Yay! Can’t believe a whole month has passed. The worst part it, it was way too fast (no pun intended) and it seems like i’m still in the fasting mood. Although i still eat a lot. And when i say a lot, I really mean a lot. It’s like my stomach is a bottomless pit. I keep eating and eating and instead of being full cos of all the food i have consumed, I get hungrier for more food. What’s wrong with me?! Well who care. Eating makes me happy. That’s right. Judge all you want people but it will not stop me from eating a whole lot of food. Cos i’m fabulous. *flips hair* HAHAHAH!!!
So back to the subject of Raya. You know what, i shall focus on the holy month of Ramadhan. This year’s Ramadhan is rather special to me. I feel like i am much closer to HIM and i feel more calm. It seems like everything just falls into its place during this timing. Not only was i much happier during that month, But i was also diligent by going to the mosque to pray. Although i get tired after a long day at school, but i still made it a point to go for terawih. And it truly is fun as i went with my lovely girls. We pray together and have fun together. Not to mention, eating Dadih (pudding) after our prayers. These memories will always be cherished. It is definitely different. Well it is for me. I have learnt so many things during this month. To always stay calm and patient. To not get angry easily and to always stay positive because God will always be there for you no matter what.
First day of raya was not too bad. It was weird because we were the first family to arrive at my grandparents house. The house was so empty when we came. It was still nice. I like the whole peaceful and calm thing. Anyways it was fun and all. Nothing much really. It’s the same thing every year. Nothing has changed. In fact, i like it unchanged. It seems like everything is in place. Sure i don’t a lot of people to hang out with. But i still kinda like it. To see my grandparents happy. To see all the smiles on their face. It’s nice.
My grandparent is the one of the most important people in my life.`They represent love. Yes they fight a lot, but whenever there’s a problem, they take their time to fix it. And then, they fall back into love again. Recently, my grandma had an operation and alhamdulillah, she recovered from it. She is now back on her feet. Anyways, before my grandma left to the operation room, you can see it in their eyes how much they love each other. When my grandpa saw her leaving to the operation room, he had teary eyes and you can see how much he loves her. I wish i could have a love like that. Something sincere and faithful. if only i can find something like that….. well it’s hard.
Anyways, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!! MOHON MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN! I would like to apologize for whatever mistakes i have made and if i made you people angry whatsoever. Okay then! BYE!