HEY EVERYONE!!! So the first week of school is over. Let me just say it was the worst. Maybe it’s because it’s the end of June. Which means, we are half way into the year. June was a crappy month and let’s just put it in the past. It’s over and i’m done with it. But think about it. July is coming! A new month and a fresh start.
Since school had started, it has been really rough. I mean the teachers are giving us way too many homework. I mean seriously. We got no time to study with all the homework we have to do. That’s just messed up. I mean I get it that homework is a form of studying but seriously……. Truthfully speaking, I rather study than do homework. My homework is piling up like there’s no tomorrow.
And since it’s youth day on monday, the teachers decided to give us more homework. Come on….. By the end of the week, i was just exhausted and when I reached home that friday, i collapsed onto floor. Had extreme body ache and i was falling sick. And to make things worse, My favorite football team, GERMANY, lost against Italy at the semi finals………. Be right back, gonna cry now.
My favorite team!
Okay i’m back. I watched the match and i was just extremely sad, angry and frustrated. Angry because Italy was winning. I mean no offense, they’re good and all but i was really rooting for germany. My german darlings!! Really wanted them to go to the finals. It would have been an AMAZING match between Germany and Spain. After their lost, I wasn’t that interested in watching Euro anymore. I am so damn sad….. But nevertheless i’m still watching the finals. If Italy wins, I will not eat Italian food for the rest of the year. BUT NO MATTER WHAT, GERMANY WILL STILL BE MY FAVORITE TEAM AND DEFINITELY THE BEST TEAM EVER!!!
Because i was watching the match, i had to wake up at 2.45 am to watch it. And when i went to school, I WAS SLEEPY AS HELL! It was like I was in another world. Thank god it was a friday so there were little classes and the day was shorter. GOT NO PROBLEM WITH THAT!! But i kept falling asleep. Serious shit yo. My eyes were so heavy i could barely open them.
That was probably me in class. But i was strong enough to stay up until the end. The energy drink didn’t even help! It says it works instantly but that was a lie!! It’s didn’t even take effect!
Okay most important one of all. I want to apologize. I’m sorry for everything i did wrong. I make a lot of mistakes and to be frank, i am not a nice person. I know that. Or at least i feel that way. Anyways, it is something that i have to definitely work on. I make mistakes here and there and i will just like to say I’m really sorry. Right now, I am just glad that everything is fine. And of course, it is time to thank god. 🙂
What i have really learnt from this June holidays was to believe in myself. My theory is, if you believe that you will always be a failure and you can never do this or that, of course life will be like hell and what you believe can become reality. You believe in all the bad things about yourself and don’t realize the good things. That sucks. The feeling of being useless and feeling like you’re nothing, that sucks. But if you believe in yourself, that can change your perspective of life. Believe that you’re worth it. Believe that you’re good enough for anyone. Your parents, siblings, relatives, friends even strangers. Believe in yourself. If you truly want to be happy, trust yourself. There’s no harm in making mistakes. That’s how we learn and become better people. And then we can be an inspiration to others and respected by people.
Okay then! Time to end this post! Shall post again sometime soon! BYE!!
OH MY GOSH!! ANDREW GARFIELD IS SO HOT AND EMMA STONE IS SO PRETTY!! ❤