IT’S OVER GUYS!! FINALLY!! The competition is finally over. And to add on to that, I HAVE OFFICIALLY STEP DOWN FROM DRAMA. Kinda sad though. All the good times are spent during drama. From now on, it’s gonna be stressful. Drama is the only thing that actually gives me joy. I see my drama peeps and they give so much love, support and motivation so that i can go forward.
Last Friday marks my last performance. It’s pretty sad thinking about it. I spent 5 years in this CCA and i don’t regret joining it at all. I love it. Just thinking that i won’t be there anymore, performing with them, makes me sort of sad. Maybe that’s why after the performance, i cried. To be PETER, i honestly did not know why i cried so much. Maybe it’s because we went pass the 30 mins mark by 5 mins. or maybe it’s because its my last performance. I honestly don’t know. My emotions were running wild and i have no idea what going on in my head at that moment. Everything was so overwhelming. Thank goodness i was wearing waterproof makeup. If not, my whole face would be ruined and it will just be a mess.
All of them were consoling me. EVEN HALIM! He was so cute! Now that the seniors have left, the juniors are now on their own. Not sure whether they are able to handle everything. So worried for them. The older ones have to take care of the sec 1s and teach them how to be better people. I mean, don’t get me wrong, they are lovely people. Very optimistic, hyper, enthusiastic and great people. But to be honest, Some of the sec ones are pretty rude and rather weird. She talk bad about us on facebook, saying drama is a bad cca and the Seniors are horrible people. also, we were all wearing simple clothing, full black and sneakers. one of them came in with her ‘Hari Raya’ shoes and lace shirt which exposes her stomach (which is rather unsightly), and makeup on. I was like ‘what in the blue hell are you wearing?!’ So many questions in my head. They talk back to us. And to be honest, they don’t really respect the seniors. This is why the sec2s and 3s need to teach them to be good respectful people.
So many things to type about…. So many questions that needs to be answered. But lets save it for another day. Maybe tomorrow? I have a lot of things in mind right now. Getting older is not all that good. Tend to think way to much. But it’s part of growing up.